i'm sorry for the things i've done

when i came home in the dream i went straight to the bathroom
i had to pee in a very real way.
in the bathtub there was a very good looking woman
and i was going to ask her what she was doing there
but at the time i was holding my penis
she said to me i am here to create order
and to cleanse. i had the sense i had seen this before
but it was still sort of very beautiful and then
she was startled by a sound like a knocking at the window
but it was alright
because the window was not in the bathroom.