we will work on it together

i swept for the first time in a year. there is dust everywhere and my nose will not stop running. it's in my lungs i think. that is how it feels. i have considered swallowing a fire to burn the dust. everything is piled up around me. everything is piling up. once i stop sneezing i will feel great. i will lift cabinets. and place them gently down. i will buy several boxes of tissues. and some charcoal. right now.